Catharsis | A release of emotional tension, that restores or refreshes the spirit.|

On to another struggle.

I think the person that I have grown to become throughout this past year is completely different than the person I used to be, however, I still ind myself caught in the same elements that I did in the past.

I’ve undergone a lot of self discovery and I feel like it needs to be embraced. I’m so cautious about my actions to the pout where they are not all completely genuine because I always think about the repercussions of them. And this is truly effecting all parts of my life.

All of this is just really making me unhappy. Changes need to be made.

I long for deep life conversations and silent moments where we just watch movies.

Lol one day.

kaoruthesweet:

I had to write it somewhere to remember, that this is where it starts from here… I no longer can be overwhelmed by what I can not control. So for the lessons to stick focus on the now, then everything else will follow.

kaoruthesweet:

I had to write it somewhere to remember, that this is where it starts from here… I no longer can be overwhelmed by what I can not control. So for the lessons to stick focus on the now, then everything else will follow.

I’m too thinky tonight. I’m realizing all my faults and things that I need to work on. It’s really important to step away from things and analyze everything as a whole instead of the moments that upset you.

My eyes are actually noticing that my actions conflicted with the things I wanted…to say the least.

I’m at a fickle moment in my life where I’m not sure what path I should take. It feels like I’ve pressed the pause button.

At one point I think I should just ride the wave but the other thinks that some form of action should take place.

Decisions.

I just wanted to get this out my head. Hopefully I can sleep now.

✌️